my new boi

well, i have a new boi friend and his name is draven. i met him the summer of 2008. june 28 to be exact. i met him when my friend baylee asked me if i wanted to talk to a guy and i said sure and she went through a list of names and i said ooh i wanna talk to him. and from day one, he was the sweetest guy i have ever met in my life. he tx me the next morning, asking how i slept and the whole nine yards. i instantly fell in love with him. the first 2 days, i had his number memorized and was txing him everyday. we became like bets of friends, and sure we liked each other but we never really said i lvoe you or anything cuz we were both too scared to. but i remember the day when i did say i lvoe you to him. i was hanging out with my friend sarah layton. at her house. and she was talking to him and she wouldnt tell me what he said but then he said somethin that i dont really remember, then i said well if its any constellation, i love you. and he said it back. and from then on, i just fell even harder, more than i ever though could be possible. he would tx me when i was sad, or when i couldnt sleep. when i just needed someone to talk to, he was always there no mater what time of day or night. so now, we still have never met in person, but we love each other. weird right? well love works in mysterious ways. anyways. so it is now summer of 2009 and we were trying to like meet each other at lagoon, or go to classic, or somethin, but we never found the time to. the whole summer was just not very good for me. but then.. the fights came. the stupid little fights then always ended in tears and heart ache. but somehow, never lasted long enough for me to ever be mad at him. he always had a perfectly good explanation for what had happaned, and i realized the fights were mostly me being dramatic, and so from there our relationship just grew, and then we went out. like i was his girlfriend for a few weeks. then he broke up with me. i was devistated but again he had a great explanation. he wanted us to meet first. which i understood so i tried not to let it get to me. then again we were friends, and then we had fights, then we were friends, and fights. it never seemed to end. but finally this saturday i met him. for the first time at my dance competition. 4-24-10. utah dance spectacular at roy high. he came and watched my jazz and hip hop, then we just hung the rest of the time. the first time he kissed me was when we were chillen in the practice gym and it was time for us to go get ready for hip hop so all the girls left the gym and i was still gettin ready to leave and we were sittin on the bleachers, then he just kissed me. it was quite great. like you dont even know how happy i was. then for the rest the time we just chilled outside and i layed down next to him and out my head on his stomache and he just said the most comforting words, and made everything seem like heaven by each word. oh and bree was with us to. but that doesnt really matter. anyways, he just made the day ten times better then i ever thought possible. i hugged him for more than like ten minutes so all the parents from my studio think im soe kind of slut now, but i dont care. i had to spend as much time with him as possible cuz i dont know when im gonna see him next. so every moment was important and i didnt want to waste it. they just didnt understand that i guess. but when we were about to leave, i said if you loved me you would agree with me and he kissed me, said dammit, kissed me again, said you win, kissed me, and he said again, and kissed me. again. that was probably the highlight of my great day. and well thats it. now hes my boi friend and i couldnt be an y happier. sure i wish i could see him everyday. but oh well. we can make it work. weve done it before. and its not like its states away. just a few miles. easy enough. well at least i hope so..